“Each passing day I feel less hopeful and more stuck. I find myself second guessing every decision that I made at my last company.”

Each passing day I feel less hopeful and more stuck. I find myself second guessing every decision that I made at my last company. Wondering about who decided that it would be me and my role that would be replaced with someone else. It feels more personal since it was a small startup, and I was there for almost 5 years, and built the team.

I'm taking AI PM classes and applying for jobs selectively, and trying to keep up with my workouts, but overall not hopeful about the market and my prospects. I'm lucky because my husband is working and I'm on his health insurance, and we don't have kids, and now probably won't have kids just due to financial and stability considerations.